I love today.
It has been such a long time since I last hang out with e3 peeps. But our bond is still as strong. Or rather, stronger. The times we spent apart makes us cherish our times together and realised what we once had. Those beautiful memories. But we are now all on different tracks. Sometimes, I really wish that I can turn back time and be a sec 2 again. Though the year was full of ups and downs, 2e3 was with me. It might seem irrelevant at that point in time, but now I realised how much I love them, how much I miss them. I realised my love for them is unconditional and it can never be change. I realised how much I really really miss them.
2009 has been the most eventful year of my life. It is the year that I loved most, hurt most, learnt most about life, from feeling the happiest to the saddest, everything happened in 2009 and 2e3 was always there. And I realised that I am never (or seldom there) at the beginning of the year. I tried to make it up bit by bit when the year was ending but I guess it never works as I am so damn freaking emotional at that point in time. But 2e3 was understanding always forgive me whenever I cry in class or grow super emotional in class.
This year, it struck me that I am all on my own, on my own feet, independent. I have no one to lean against anymore. 2e3 ain't around anymore. I am in a total new class, on my own. 39 other familiar faces are not around. And when I see my former classmates in other classes with other friends, what I felt was..jealous. Jealous that I am not the one with them anymore, jealous that we are not in 2e3.
Though I've accepted my new class to be my new classmates for the next two years(well, I have to, we all have to, don't we?), I know that they don't understands me well. They don't know me. They don't know what I've been through. They don't know my limits, how happy I can be and how sad I can be. But 2e3 know.
We've been though so many things together, fighting, laughing, crying, embarrassing moments, sharing everything, etc etc. We grew up together. (like what I notice just now, Dickson was once the shortest boy in class and yet know, he is way taller than me) We are just like a family. 2e3 is just like my second family, and I believe we are held together by a strong bond which none of us can break free from. I believe the bond will never end no matter how much we try to deny. Like what jiaqing said, 'once 2e3, forever 2e3'. I believe one day when we look back, we will feel a sense of belonging, a sense of attachment, and that's where the bond will take place.
Orientation, ole 1, class outings after class outings, inter-class competitions after inter-class competitions, ole 2, class chalet, ice and water, park, bowling, pool, and many many more..
For now, lets all just move on but keep the memories. Move on but never forget. Move on but still love one another, like siblings. Move on so as to not feel miserable anymore. Move on so we will not torture ourselves. Move on cause I want you guys to. Cause I love all of you. Every single one of you. We all have to move on. But that doesn't mean the end of 2e3. That doesn't mean we don't love each other anymore, doesn't mean we dont miss everything we had, doesn't mean our bond is broken. It just means that, we have accepted that fact that can never be change.
Alright, this post super duper emotional. Sorry. LOL
I shall end here. :D Bye~