Yo peeps! I am back :D
Never underestimate the pain of a person because the truth is everyone is struggling. It's just some people hide it better than others.
Sigh. Today is just rotting day. Rot at home all day. Nothing to do. Ask my cousins to go White Sands to shop with me. But nobody wants to.
So I finished reading p.s I love you and watch the movie. I think i still suffering from the after effects. Got a serious case of mood swing.
Monday
♥Went to dance, right?
♥Then went to collect salary with yilin and jia xuan
♥Then ate KFC
♥Went macdonalds for interview. But they say they do not want students now.
♥Super tired, home.
♥Slept at 3am in the end -.-
Tues
♥Went to raffles
♥Stood there from 12-8pm giving out flyers with alicia.
♥And I was wearing a wrong shoe which will bite into my leg every time i move a mm.
♥After work went to look for macdonalds with alicia.
♥Walk all the way to Clarke Quay's mac.
♥Wanted to interview.
♥But we were super hungry(never eat for the whole, entire day)
♥After debating for very very very long time, alicia bought a burger, and i said lets go.
♥You should see her face. Yeah, i ended up not having mac despite the temptations.
♥Went to look for my mum at city hall.
♥She insisted on following us, as she thought i was with a guy.
♥Went to amk to collect our pay(with my mum)
♥Home.
♥Had an super enormous dinner+lunch+breakfast.
Wed
♥Didn't went for dance
♥Not feeling well.
♥Woke up at 12+
♥Order Mac delivery, was thinking about it the whole night.
♥Rot at home.
Anyway, had a super hurting dream. At first it was so sweet, so wonderful. But in the end, ouch. It was really ouch. I had to wake myself up from my sleep so that the hurt cannot be continue. And when I woke up, my heart hurts like hell. I woke up at 6am+. And I had a hard time going back to dreamland. Sigh, I guess I am just running away from the inevitable. It will happen sooner or later. It is just a matter of time.
Shouldn't let myself think too much. I guess my mind really loves to wander to far far away.