你對我的好 我竟然都不知道
全都是我的朋友告訴我 我才知道你付出了多少
關於愛 我實在懂得太少
如果你不說 我真的不知道 你對我的好
我想我還太小 和你比起來過於浪漫無聊
你像空氣給我擁抱 但我看不到所以以為不重要
你對我的好 我怎麽會失去才知道
你對我的好 我怎麽會聽朋友說才知道
你對我的好 我怎麽會感覺不到
你對我的好 你對我的好
I studied for the whole day yesterday :D
Ok, thats random.
Anyway, after studying I read this book all the way up till 3.30am:
It is a supe cool book. Though you can't call it a storybook. Cause it is all about emails, letters, notes. No story involve. Yet, you can easily know what is going on. Very cool. A story about life, true love, friendship, family, etc. About childhood best friends going through many things in life including marriages, children, etc. And found out that the one they really love is each other. The story starts from when they are young at around 5 all the way up till 50 years old. Very touching. LOL
And the book is super long. So, can't finish it even if I stay up late. So when I woke up at 11+ in the morning(being waken up by Ash's message >:( ), I continue reading the book all the way up til 5pm. And finally, I finished it. :D
Okok, enough of books. I find that I am getting more and more nerdy. ):
Plan to study for the whole week this holiday. Even had my timetable planned out.
Seriously, what has got into me?
'You can run and run as far as you can, but the truth is, wherever you run, there you are.'
-Where rainbows end
Anyway, my 'crazy illness' is not okay yet. In fact, it is still the same though I try my hardest to look as normal as I can in front of normal people.
Yes, I still talk to myself(though it may be normal for some people, the old huying I know don't talk to herself), I scold myself, I cry in front of strangers(yeah), I still wake up in the middle of the night by 'nightmares', I still cry before I sleep, I still black out in conversation....
AND I AM STILL OBESS WITH DARK CHOCOLATE/ CHOCOLATE
Ok, thats random. (:
when you feel 'the slience' with someone, it means they are the one.