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Smiling or laughing doesn't means that I am happy.
Friday, August 21, 2009 @ 9:53 AM

Yesterday, I tried my best not to cry. And i did not (:
In class, I do many many thigs to distract myself from thinking too much.
So Brian had peace yesterday. Lol.

After school, had science extra class.
Fun. I love science. :D

After science, talk to Ms Sor about somethings with Yilin, Jia Xuan, Cynthia, Fatin and Lynelle. Hope everything would be fine.

Then got money from Ms Cheng and went to Chong Pang and buy some things with Yilin and Cynthia. But there don't have everything. And Cynthia was like wanting to buy the whole provision shop down cause got many tibits and sweets. Lol.

After Chong Pang, we went to SSC. I tried so hard not to cry, and they were so supportive (: Shop around in Daiso. And bought many many things. Then went to buy some things and eat, cause that time very late ler, and we haven't had anything.
Then went Giant to buy 8 packets of lollipops. I got the temptation to buy chocolates. =x

After that, went Daiso and shop again.

Then after we got everything Ms Cheng needed, we go and shop around cause we don't want to go home so early.
Then went to comics connections and Cynthia went crazy. Then me and Yilin was at there ignoring here while we laughed at Shekinah's Death Note.(inside joke) LOL.

Then after Cynthia cooled dwon, we went to play in Splash Park, super fun, can?
But the two of them bully me.
And I tought I was going to throw out the breakfast I had the day before.

After we had lots of fun, we went home.
Reached home at around 9++.

Tried, but fun.

I took lots of pictures, but now using school's com. So I think I will post tonight.

Later no home econs lesson. Which means I'll have three free periods. Cool!
:D
But I will miss cooking.


Anyway, Brian is a super nice guy. He wrot ehtis passage to me to ask me to let go:



The principles of love and happiness, and theory of emotions and time
The basic of love is happiness.
No one ever wants to love someone or something they are not happy with.
The basic of happiness is love.
No one is happy with someone or something they hate.

To lose a particular love to someone is unfortunate and saddening.
Especially, if the love is one deep.
However, losing ones love is never the end of them.
Losing love doesn't always means hate. There is always a way to achieve friendship.

Friendship, is the simplest form of love, care and happiness.
Friendship, is already enough.

However, if one is unable to achieve anything and lose all, it is still not the end of them. It is never.

It is never the end of you as long as you are happy, as long as you still love yourself and love others.
As long as you still love life, and if you truly love life, not even losing a love is enough to make you unhappy.

Be happy, you know you want to be. And to be happy, continue to love others and love life.

Remember,
no one has the right to make you feel the way you feel, except you.
No one can.

It is you who choose your emotions.
It is your mind an thoughts that control every reaction.
It is you.

And if it is you,
you can make yourself happy, because you need to be.

Happiness is one self-served.
And it is more joyous if people share it.
You have friends.

If sadness is something you realise you are holding on to,
let go.
Because happiness is better to hold on with and within.

Sadness is something from the past.
As the sun ser and the clock ticks, you will realise that life and time flows within you, and even without you.

There is no point being left behind sad.
There is every reason to go on and forth happy :D



cool right? hahas.


She tries to stay away from him but it’s so hard not knowing that it doesn’t make a difference whether she’s right in his face or a thousand miles away. Either way all she is is a memory.



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