This song super suits me, it seems like mayday is singing to me, LOL:
五月天 - 你不是真正的快樂
人 群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了
你已經決定了 你已經決定了
你 靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺 的刀割
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼
這 世界 笑了 於是妳合群的一起笑了
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇
於是妳 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞 的走著
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了 然後才後悔著
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻 重新開始活著
crying in the crowd, you just want to turn transparent
you won't dream or be hurt or be touched again
you have decided, you have decided
you quitely endure it, holding yesterday tighly in your fist
but the sweetest memories hurt the most
and leave the most numerous cuts in your palms
you are not really happy
your smile is just a camouflage you wear
you decided not to hate, and decided not to love
locking your soul in a forever locked shell
the world laughed and you just followed suit
when living is a rule and not a choice
you just keep your tears and stagger on aimlessly
you are not really happy
your smile is just a camouflage you wear
you decided not to hate, and decided not to love
locking your soul in a forever locked shell
you are not really happy
your wounds have never completely healed
i'm standing on your right yet there seems to be a galaxy between us
are we really going to keep our anguish till we're old, and then keep regretting?
you are not really happy
your smile is just a camouflage you wear
you decided not to hate, and decided not to love
locking your soul in a forever locked shell
you are not really happy
your wounds have never completely healed
i'm standing on your right yet there seems to be a galaxy between us
are we really going to keep our anguish till we're old?
you deserve real happiness
you should remove your camouflage
why is there still punishment after having lost
can we let all the pain just end at this moment
and begin life again