note:this shall be a very random post for me to rant so ignore it if you don't want to bore yourself.
My eyes cannot open already. ): Yet I can't sleep. Have been sleeping at midnights for the past few months. Not used to sleeping early. Yet, my panda eyes are like ___. I don't know how to describe. Oh well..
Many things are making me so so so stuck. I don't know what to do anymore.
Shall stop thinking about all these things before my head really burst, literally.
And I did not really study for the whole day today. Well, except for in school. -.- And I did flip through some notes just now. Can't find back the mood and motivation after sleeping for the whole day yesterday.
One and a half week to exams and I am still lying here on my bed, typing happily on my laptop, oblivious to the books lying beside me?! Oh my my my. *shaking my head*
Haiz.
5 more minutes to 11pm.
Anyone wants to go out with me to study? I cannot concentrate at home. There is my laptop, my bed and my many many things to distract me. Oh, yeah, Janice want to go :D
Tomorrow? No. Staying back to see Mr Lai. The day afer tomorrow bah.
2 more minutes to 11pm.
*Shall not think too much about those things during exams period. If not will affect my studies.
1 more minute to 11pm.
11pm.
I don't know why I am counting down the time. LOL. I guess this kind of things happen to people who is super bored and have many things to think about and yet don't want to think about those things.
11.01pm
Oh great. I now announced that I, Ho Hui Ying, from AISS 2E3 wasted one day to slack around instead of studying for my upcoming EOY. I know that this will affect my streamings result and affect which class I will be posted to next year. I hereby resolve to use the rest of the days remaining to study and work hard for the upcoming EOY in order to have a good result and get posted to the class I wanted to go.
Oh, don't mind me. I am just under the influence of Mr Ong's late comer pledge.
-.-
11.06 now.
Actually the main purpose of this post is to just make myself type and type and type so I can distract myself from some things I don't want to think of, some things that needs to be solve, some things that I want to solve but avoid it in order not to hurt myself and others in the process.
And by typing that paragraph, I am being reminded of that thing. Funny isn't it? Yeah, I know it's funny. Just that not worth laughing over. (:
11.09 now.
I think I shall type until 11.15 before packing my bag and go to do my eye mask and then go dreamland.
11.10 (:
Anyways, I love my super wonderful fabulous girlfriendss :D
Namely, Jia Xuan Yi Lin Xinpeng Yan Fang Lynelle Arika Fatin Zah Cynthia Puteri Tay Min
They rocks. Sorry if I missed out any names. Brain not working properly. ):
11.14 now. Yay!
I shall look forward to a good night rest and a great day full of fun and joy and laughters and try not to remember about the bad things :D