Immature love says: I love you because I need you.
Mature love says: I need you because I love you.
Today was tiring. Well, everyday was tiring. But today seems worse than any other days.
Stayed back after school with yilin and jiaxuan to ask Mr Lai some maths and to study.
Leave school a around 5+.
Then yiin went home. Then i go Yishun library to study by myself.
Until 8+ like tt then go home.
Reached home at around 10.
*yawns*
I realised that I have been sleeping for less than 5 hours every day. It is abnormal. I need my 8 hours ):
My black eye rings are getting worse and worse.
I want to excel in my studies!
):
Oh yeah, tomorrow got dance (:
Though it is suppose to be a bad news, but yeah, I think I need a break from studying.
And I am still thinking whether or not to accept Ms Cheng and join chingay. It needs a high level of commitment. And I am afraid I cannot afford as dance have many performances coming up. And I am sec 3 next year ler, should be more stress right? But this is a once in a lifetime experience. I don't want to regret next time. Argh. I am still weighing the pros and cons. And I have to tell Ms Cheng the answer tomorrow already. Haiz.
And I am confused with whats happening in my life nowadays.
So many many things are making me so super duper confused.
Every relationship that has any value will eventually become an old relationship. So why not just embrace the old relationship you have had. And don't care about new relationships?
Arghh.
thanks for the love you gave me.