I really don't get it. Why do I always screw things up without knowing?
I don't even know what went wrong.
If our friendship is so minor to you, then just say it. Don't find excuses. Don't act like you are busy. You think I don't know you well? Think again. Think about all the things you've told me last time. It all contradicts to what you are saying now.
Seriously, what does our friendship means to you?
You said you would be there for me no matter what.
But what happened now?
I just want to know what had happened.
You used to tell me everything and anything.
I still feel like sharing everything with you first, but I know I can't and you wouldn't care anymore.
I just want to let you know that, you are one of the very very very best friend I can ever have.
What have I done?
I missed you.
Oh, who am I kidding? I doubt the person I am writing to will come across this. Not even 100 years later.
But I just want to say everything out loud.
Ok, back. (Yeah, I was away.) I just had a fighting/quarreling/shouting/screaming match with my cousin to see who is maria/cecelia/dog.
Ok, lame.
And I am super fed up with the stupid stalker.
Stop messaging me and calling me.
And stop calling me and hang up after I pick up the call.
Idiot.
Don't waste my time.
Don't waste your time.
I hate you.
I will never be yours.
Stop being such a coward and tell me who the hell you are.
ASSHOLE.
ARGHH.
Anyway, my knee problem are back again. ):
Pain.
):
Haven't go see doctor from last time until now. -.-
I think I got to go before I smash my laptop.