Omg, I cried again. I thought I can't cry anymore.
..
I was trying to feel numb all this while.
But suddenly, a rush of emotions just flood me.
Everything just come back.
Arghh.
I'm sorry.
No matter what happens the first person you love is the person you will always love. No matter what else comes along he’ll always be on your mind and in your heart, and just when you think you’re over him, you see his face and the feelings are back again.