Alright, ignore my previous post ok? Its sounds super weird and emo. I am just suffering from bad moodswing and serious lack of sleep.
I am tired and suffering from headache and giddyness for the whole day. Slept at around 3+ yesterday.
Nothing much to post about.
Knee problems are getting from bad to worse. ):
Cannot put too much presure on it. Which means that I cannot stand for too long. And I have to stand for like 45-60 mins with my heavy bag every morning before reaching school.
And I think if I join chingay, I will be damn busy. Cause I have dance practices, holiday jobs, CJC science project, tuition, gatherings, and I still want to take up dance classes outside school. So my schedule will be damn full. And I still have to move house. -.- Haiz.
But I think I will join. I don't want to have any regrets in the future. At least being busy is better than nothing to do and think of useless things. At least I have something to distract myself. At least I can try to fill up or replace the void in my heart.
Am I betraying myself?
Ok, off to study. There are many catching ups to do. And I think I will sleep early today if not I am going to faint.
There is no pain so great as the memory of joy in present grief.