urghh. nw the whole screen is spoil so i got to use my cousin's laptop and in order to use it, i need to bargain here, bargain there. nvm. when the laptop is finally in my hands, the internet super duper slow nvm. the v v v last straw is, they actually suspect i spoil my laptop myself. fck.
today is just another typical day.
anw, my title is quoted from brian. its from his story about letting go. its getting more n more interesting. haha. and he said tt watever happiness i felt now is a lie. coz i let go. he is either experiencing the same thing or he cn read minds.
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today is super stressful. cried dno hw many times. anw, thnx xin peng. i will learn to be as strong as her. i will.