Be strong, girl. Like what Yan Fang said, 'some people will just come and go. Some people will come and leave footprints in your heart and go.'
'Treat this as an experience, you will find someone better next time'
-Puteri and Yilin and Jia Xuan
And so, you shouldn't cry anymore. You've promised your friends that you will not cry for him anymore. And you must stop letting them be disappointed with you. You have let them disappointed for many times already. Its time to prove that you are a good friend too.
And although it hurts, it feels so much better to get everything cleared up. Though it is in a indirect way, its so clear.
So, learn to let go.